I’m so disappointed in myself. These last two months I’ve just completely fallen off everything I set out to do… What’s worse is that instead of dieting, or even just maintaining my weight, I’ve been binge eating. Not just for a couple days.. like the past month at least. I must’ve gained weight, but I’ve been TOO afraid to look at the scale. Any one have this problem?
I’m moving out into a house soon with two room mates, my fiance and best friend. I think that should help. I’ve been depressed and have anxiety and I’m almost positive I have ADD too, so I scheduled an appointment to see a psychiatrist, and I’m seeing a therapist next Monday who will then refer me to a psych. I’m just hoping they can get me on meds and get me help, because I have no motivation and my thoughts are so negative..
and my life has been a roller coaster for the past 3 years at least. If not my entire life.
I was prescribed adderall for about 6 months and it really helped with schooling and the best side effect was weight loss. Maybe I’ll get another prescription and lose weight again? But honestly, I just want to control it on my own.
I think once I get antidepressant meds though I should change really quick.
So, sorry followers for the lack of posts and photos lately.
