city syndrome


it's not that i want to be perfect by anyone's standard, but i want to be perfect by MY standard. although i am perfectly perfect by being so imperfect

I'm K, I'm 21 years old.
Height: 5'4" HW: 145 lbs SW: 143 lbs CW: 143 lbs

GW1: 125 lbs GW2: 120 lbs UGW: 115 lbs

135 lbs [pedicure]
132 lbs [manicure]
129 lbs [new perfume]
126 lbs [new watch]
123 lbs [date night + lingerie for R]
117 lbs [professional pics w/ R]
115 [clothes shopping spree!]

So I decided to weigh myself on Sundays as I’ve said before.. I think. Last Sunday I weighed 140.2 lbs. Today I weigh 137.2 lbs. :))) yayyyyy! So happy. And because I’m taking the alli pills, I lose a little extra if I eat fat. And because of SIDE EFFECTS if I eat chips, desserts, or anything unhealthy.. I haven’t been eating bad.. because I know I will SHIT MYSELF. Yes, almost kind of literally shit myself. Google alli side effects, it’s horrible haha. 

Anyway, so to avoid embarrassment (and of course lose the weight I want to) I’ve been eating healthy, juicing vegetables, and drinking lots of water. I haven’t started working out, but I need to. 

So I’m pretty dang happy about that. Only 17 more pounds to go! Although I may want to be 115 lbs. That’s not too skinny for my height of 5’4”.

Yayyyyy!

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